what i was trying to say later was ,
we leave so much with every person we meet .
sometimes , person , people , places .
we leave a little of us everywhere ,
anywhere .
but how much do we take ,
Or do we ?
i lost someone this week and it's killing me .
someone that i share all my youth .
and because i know i didn't share that much ,
i leave it . leave it all behind .
today i miss it . i miss myself and ,
i wish i had took more . more time .
more life . more , just fuckin' more .

what a fuckin' life we live in .



Can you see me now ?

"What were all those dreams we shared
Those many years ago?
What were all those plans we made now
Left beside the road?
Behind us in the road

More than friends, I always pledged
Cause friends they come and go
People change, as does everything
I wanted to grow old
I just want to grow old"